true story.

I have been thinking alot lately, and I've come to the conclusion that I am in love with someone more than anyone else, i don't now why, all i know is the feeling is there and strong, it never goes away, its always there, it just recently popped up and punched me in the face. I know he feels the same way, we just have a few complications, like money, other people, and distance, hopefully without too many blow ups we can do what we need to do, and get our lives straight. I love him more than anyone else i've ever known, and its driving me insane.

So i am sitting here with my fiance's mom, dad, and the dog named Princess, Its a quiet morning which is good, i'm actually feeling quite peaceful today, though it could be from the bet/deal i just made a friend of mine, lol
All i'm gonna say is, I shall win! haha. but either way, I win anyways, well we both do. ha ha. It'll be fun.

Now i'm gonna go and get dressed, so i can be ready to go to the store when my fiance gets home.

Time of my Life.

So i'm engaged and getting married eventually, on Halloween in probably 2010, or a bit later, depending. His mom and I have been talking about it, and thats the conclusion we've pretty much come to. Though the 50 or 60 people alone from his side of the family is a wee bit excessive, i was like, HOLY FUCK!!! We will get through it though, hopefully.. lol

MEOW!